"Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays, but I mean, we all just gotta move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, still sit there thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t."
Daily Tumblr Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)
Can’t help but reblog this and share it to the world to remind people and probably myself as well… out of courtesy. 👿
If you have accepted what have happened in the past, none of what is happening today that reminds you of those times would affect you.
Maturity takes a lot of time and as I observed, you tell the world of where you are right now as a person but you’re not even barely there. You make the world believe in something that you are not even sure how to prove. It sucks how things gone sour between the two of us but I can sense that you haven’t totally moved on. I pray you will because there’s nothing more to hold on to.
I valued the friendship but I have no time for immaturity. I don’t need dramas. I don’t need someone who won’t understand. If you claim to be his best friend before then you should know why he will not commit… especially to someone like you.
I apologize for being harsh but if you’re a good friend to him then you don’t allow him to fall for someone like you who have issues too. I am saying this together with his friends who simply wants the best for him.
I’m sorry for not being sorry to you. I never did anything, it’s just that you probably thought that I’ve broke some friendship rule… I never messed up with your ex because he was never your ex and we’re not even in a relationship.
I remembered writing about forgetting someone but I guess I really can’t.
You can never forget someone who gave you a lot to remember. It’s like the movie Eternal Sunshine of A Spotless Mind, in the end you’ll still remember and you still go back to that person that makes you smile.
Everyday, I pray that someone will come and join me in brewing good vibes to the world, someone that I can be spontaneous with, someone I can share my life without being judged and someone who can make me happy…
I sat in my room, rekindling my life only to realized that God gave me a friend who completed that missing puzzle. He made me fix what is needed to be fix in my past, he completes my day and he surprises me randomly without him actually knowing it.
I know I’ve decided to shrugged him off my life but I guess we actually need each other. Our fears of commitment, our weirdness and our understanding of each other’s indifferences made us better. He’s the one I always think about, the one I always wanna be with and the first one I want to talk to when I want to share something and I know he feels the same way too. We shared a lot of secrets and stories.
I lied, I cannot forget a memory and a friendship so great because I don’t want to fall in love. I lied when I told the world I’m tired. I’m not tired when I’m with you. I’m not tired of waiting if our story will really be a story in the end because all the best things that have happened in my life is all worth the wait. Maturity takes time. I’m taking my time, our time. :)
Saturday was “test-your-temper” kind of day.
Actually I don’t want to rehashed everything because I’m chilled now.
I don’t like screaming or yelling during heated conversations but I know my own limits. I know my own thresholds and I’m even afraid of what I can actually do when I lose it. I know myself and I’m still learning more of it each day especially on how I deal with circumstances that come my way. I know how I used to get mad, it took me almost a decade of control, of positive thoughts, of managing my anger and of learning to think quadruple times before I say something I would regret. Oh good Lord, thanks for always helping me out.
I had my own dose of heavy traffic in Bacolod and I can’t help but say shit almost a hundred times.
I almost actually screamed at the bitchy cashier of a famous resto here in Bacolod because she has an attitude I cannot just shrug off. It’s your job little missy and I’m your customer here so don’t be a bitch to me. I did my sermon though in a nice way and talked to some waiters to please tell her about good customer service and when she’s stress with her work she should not actually act that way. It’s unprofessional. The manager and the waiters talked to me and apologized.
I controlled myself.
I was about to lose my temper but I reminded myself that it isn’t worth it. I am well-educated.
The Taxi Driver.
The cab driver was actually an a-hole. He won’t drive me to the office because of traffic and he talked about waiting, about how traffic irritates him blah blah blah and more blahs.
I just inhaled and exhaled deeply. I know I just calmed my senses minutes after that bitch stressed me out and here I go again with a nag driver.
How worst can this day be?
I just said “hipos na nong ah, damo storya manaog na lang ko hindi na pagdugangi ang init ka ulo ko.”
He hushed himself after I said my piece then I went out and slammed the door.
It did not stop there.
On my way home, I encountered a guy who keeps on asking questions about me and my work. I can sense that he’s actually drunk and I am actually annoyed.
He asked for my number and I definitely don’t want to give it. He gave me his phone and insisted so I typed in 09191234567 and he said that it’s not my number. The trike driver sense my madness so he offered to take the guy home even if that guy insisted the driver that he’ll take me home first. I was actually gathering all the chill pills I can find because I’m almost losing it. He insisted that he does not care if I have a boyfriend blah blah blah and I really really want to hit his face. I just smiled while I’m actually thinking of the possibility of me breaking his bones.
I don’t want a boyfriend.
I don’t need a boyfriend to save me.
I can handle myself. (***hair flips***)
I’m glad he just went off screaming I want your number while I shouted “go home, you’re drunk! “
I told the trike driver how pesky it is to deal with drunk people at unholy hours. I don’t actually believe in love that happens over beer,tequila, rhum whatever…
I believed in love shared over memories, coffee and good food.
I need a manfriend not a boyfriend. I want someone who’s actually mature enough in dealing with life. I want someone to save me from my own demons not just someone who will save me from the evilness of the world.
Anyhoo, all those are random stuffs that almost made me a monster but I’m glad I surpassed it without doing nasty.
Thank you, Lord.